Emotions I Felt After Finding Out I am Pregnant Again

If you have ever been pregnant after a loss, perhaps you can relate to this list of things I feel when I get pregnant. I have a negative RH blood type meaning whenever I get pregnant with a positive RH baby, my blood starts to fight the baby and kill it before I know it….

What I did for love 💕 ❤️

I was trapped in a world where I would do anything for love.  Yet, what is love without God? I’m glad I know now that God is love and the source of love. Gods love is everlasting . I am blessed. I am grateful. That was before I found love. Before I met my husband….

💕What it means to be a mother💕

Well let me start by saying that being a mom is more than just giving birth. It is loving unconditionally and caring for someone other than yourself. It’s teaching your kid that they are smart, funny and that they can do great things. Being a mom is being a mentor. Someone they can look up…

🎉Happy birthday to me🎉

I have been in the whatever phase for about a week now. Saying whatever happens happens instead of saying God let your will be done. Today is the day that I realized it is the wrong attitude to have.  I am thankful to be alive I am thankful to have a kid I am thankful…

20 Facts about me

Its long over due. Wanted to share 20 facts about myself. Enjoy 😊  1. My birthday 🎉 is December 23 two days before Christmas  2. I am left handed but write with my right hand because me dad hated me writing with my left hand.That’s the only thing I do with my right hand. Everything…

Words are powerful 

Its hard to believe that a woman who looks so pretty and happy outside can have so much going on, on the inside. She wishes she can explain it to someone, but how? & who? The baggage seems to have grown over the years.  Growing up I believed that I would never amount to nothing…

Shut Up and Pray

So lately my husband’s favorite question is “Honey are you okay”. Well to me I thought I was but that was not what my face was telling him. What you are feeling deep inside can show on your face most of the time without you know.  The bible says there is time for everything. There…

Story of my life

Ever since I was a kid all I ever heard was you are not pretty at all. your sister is prettier than you.  So I basically grew up believing it. That I was ugly and not a pretty person. i became a very sad and depress person but nobody knew about it. I grew up believing nobody loved me…