Finding My Way Back To Joy

Lately I felt lost; wasn’t myself. I sat down and thought to myself, what’s going on with me? As I was having my quiet time this morning, The Holy Spirit told me that, your memories are a choice. If you want to hold on to your painful memories, go right ahead. But it will be…

THE SECRET IS NOW OUT

THE SMILE ON MY FACE DOESN’T MEAN MY LIFE IS PERFECT. IT MEANS I APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE AND WHAT GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH. Being a mom doesn’t mean only giving birth. It is putting someone else feeling and needs above yours. Learning and knowing what is right for them even when they don’t…

The way He loves me

I dont need another tragedy. I felt pain and it been dark. Sometimes the pain and scares is all I can remember but I know that there is one friend I can depend on. Please don’t never let me go God. Help me father because I need you now. I surrender to you oh Lord….

Post pregnancy update

Today is 3 weeks since I had baby Anvo. E.M. is doing pretty good. He is eating well and already learned how to roll to his side. Playing with saliva and spitting. As for me, I am recovering well. My two weeks appointment went well. I am breast feeding exclusively. Waiting until he is 3months…

Baby Anvo is here

Born: March 26th, 2016 Time: 2:54am Weight: 6lb 1oz Height: 18 3/4 inches Head: 13inches I prayed for this child, and the Lord has granted me what I asked of him.  So now I give him to the Lord. For his whole life he will be given over to the Lord.” And he worshiped the…

Baby Shower/baby bumpdate

Prepare yourself because this is going to be a long update. I had three baby showers in a week. I can not believe how blessed we are to have lots of people in our lifes who care and loves us. Our church throw us a surprise baby shower on Sunday 02.28.2016. We had all these…

Bumpdate: 28 weeks

It took me a while to finally do one of these but I believe its about time. I will be doing update every two weeks until i get to 36 weeks and then I will do it every week. How far along: 28 weeks, 7th month How many days left: 83 days to go Gender: boy Total weight…

Don’t give up

Sorry it has been a while since I posted. I have just been really distant with everything and everyone but I am back to myself. Woke up this morning with this song in my head. “Open my heart by Gospel choir”. This song was exactly how I was feeling for a long time. For a…