Finding My Way Back To Joy

Lately I felt lost; wasn’t myself. I sat down and thought to myself, what’s going on with me? As I was having my quiet time this morning, The Holy Spirit told me that, your memories are a choice. If you want to hold on to your painful memories, go right ahead. But it will be…

THE SECRET IS NOW OUT

THE SMILE ON MY FACE DOESN’T MEAN MY LIFE IS PERFECT. IT MEANS I APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE AND WHAT GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH. Being a mom doesn’t mean only giving birth. It is putting someone else feeling and needs above yours. Learning and knowing what is right for them even when they don’t…

Weight Loss

People keep asking me how I was able to loss all the baby weight and my secret is breastfeeding and drinking lots of water. Water helps boosts your metabolism, suppresses your appetite, and helps you shed water weight. Getting in the recommended 8-10 glasses a day can be difficult, but with determination, you will soon…

The way He loves me

I dont need another tragedy. I felt pain and it been dark. Sometimes the pain and scares is all I can remember but I know that there is one friend I can depend on. Please don’t never let me go God. Help me father because I need you now. I surrender to you oh Lord….

Post pregnancy update

Today is 3 weeks since I had baby Anvo. E.M. is doing pretty good. He is eating well and already learned how to roll to his side. Playing with saliva and spitting. As for me, I am recovering well. My two weeks appointment went well. I am breast feeding exclusively. Waiting until he is 3months…

Baby Shower/baby bumpdate

Prepare yourself because this is going to be a long update. I had three baby showers in a week. I can not believe how blessed we are to have lots of people in our lifes who care and loves us. Our church throw us a surprise baby shower on Sunday 02.28.2016. We had all these…

Love

loving someone at the wrong time. not really appreciating someone until the person walks away finding out that you love someone right after they walk out of your life. what would you call this hmmm idk let go if you are hurting too much. it’s okay to cry. someone would be crying for your love…

Fear of Failure

Take calculated risks Winning isn’t everything but wanting to win is I have a fear of failure i turn to give up before i even try loneliness stood by me for so long all i had in life was emptinesss don’t be afraid of fear because fear is afraid of itself. God is with you…

Hair progress

Left is from Jan 2015 and right is December 2015. Wow big difference. Its good to take pictures.

Don’t give up

Sorry it has been a while since I posted. I have just been really distant with everything and everyone but I am back to myself. Woke up this morning with this song in my head. “Open my heart by Gospel choir”. This song was exactly how I was feeling for a long time. For a…