The way He loves me

I dont need another tragedy. I felt pain and it been dark. Sometimes the pain and scares is all I can remember but I know that there is one friend I can depend on. Please don’t never let me go God. Help me father because I need you now. I surrender to you oh Lord….

Post pregnancy update

Today is 3 weeks since I had baby Anvo. E.M. is doing pretty good. He is eating well and already learned how to roll to his side. Playing with saliva and spitting. As for me, I am recovering well. My two weeks appointment went well. I am breast feeding exclusively. Waiting until he is 3months…

Baby Anvo is here

Born: March 26th, 2016 Time: 2:54am Weight: 6lb 1oz Height: 18 3/4 inches Head: 13inches I prayed for this child, and the Lord has granted me what I asked of him.  So now I give him to the Lord. For his whole life he will be given over to the Lord.” And he worshiped the…

Prayer

Prayer can be one of the most frustrating as well as one of the most rewarding. We know we need to pray, but prayer can be difficult sometimes.  Sometimes we don’t feel like praying, and we get distracted easily and also our thoughts wander. Do you see God as a loving friend or as someone…

Help Help Help

I can not make up my made between these two… Should I get the first one or the second one for the baby’s nursery 1.  2.  What do you think the first one or the second one??????

Love

loving someone at the wrong time. not really appreciating someone until the person walks away finding out that you love someone right after they walk out of your life. what would you call this hmmm idk let go if you are hurting too much. it’s okay to cry. someone would be crying for your love…

Fear of Failure

Take calculated risks Winning isn’t everything but wanting to win is I have a fear of failure i turn to give up before i even try loneliness stood by me for so long all i had in life was emptinesss don’t be afraid of fear because fear is afraid of itself. God is with you…

Story of my life

Ever since I was a kid all I ever heard was you are not pretty at all. your sister is prettier than you.  So I basically grew up believing it. That I was ugly and not a pretty person. i became a very sad and depress person but nobody knew about it. I grew up believing nobody loved me…

Life, Time and Pain

Time don’t stop and wait for pain. it keeps going and waits for nobody. Pain fades away in time.  Dont you just hate it when people think they know what you going through and know how you feel. hmmm sorry people but nobody does because everyone goes through pain differently. Some people recover quickly, others…

Let It Go

Don’t talk another person to stay with you into loving you into calling you into caring about you into staying with you When people walk away from you let them walk. People leave you because they are not joint to you but it doesn’t mean that they are bad people. There is a season for…

Don’t give up

Sorry it has been a while since I posted. I have just been really distant with everything and everyone but I am back to myself. Woke up this morning with this song in my head. “Open my heart by Gospel choir”. This song was exactly how I was feeling for a long time. For a…

Story of my life

Sitting here wondering, thinking and asking myself what my post will be for this week and it clicked to me. Today I am going to talk about one of my pet peeves. One of my pet peeves has always been someone meddling in other people’s business. it seems like lots of people can not stay away…