Speak Life

Happy new year. This year is our year of Series of Victories In 2018 I believed lots of lies that I told myself I didn’t feel like I was worth anything I didn’t feel like I was fearfully and wonderfully made I felt like I was not loved Not beautiful And the list goes on….

Thank You Father 🙏🏽

They told me I’m not good enough, and I believed it That I won’t amount to nothing and I believed it They told me that I was not beautiful, guess what I believed it. But God I thank you for being bigger and better than anything and everyone Your love never fails I am forever…

Finding My Way Back To Joy

Lately I felt lost; wasn’t myself. I sat down and thought to myself, what’s going on with me? As I was having my quiet time this morning, The Holy Spirit told me that, your memories are a choice. If you want to hold on to your painful memories, go right ahead. But it will be…

New me and i’m ready to stay

i suffered in silence Bitter, angry, alone. Scared of the unknown confused , messed up, hurt here, there, i can’t possibly be everywhere backing out and turning away where do i belong hmmm i don’t know. or maybe i do One person i can go to is God. He said i should come to Him…

God and my emotions

Do any of you ever get offended ? Get your feelings hurt? Well I do, every single day. Even on Friday I did and hurt my friend Julie at work because I got really mad. Your peace is your power. You can control your emotions. Do what you say you are going to do.  Do…

Love and Hate

​The day I understood everything, was the day I stopped trying to figure everything out. The day I knew peace was the day I let everything go and let God.  Hate is the word I was taught not to say. Love is the word I was taught. I still grew up hating some people but…

THE SECRET IS NOW OUT

THE SMILE ON MY FACE DOESN’T MEAN MY LIFE IS PERFECT. IT MEANS I APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE AND WHAT GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH. Being a mom doesn’t mean only giving birth. It is putting someone else feeling and needs above yours. Learning and knowing what is right for them even when they don’t…

Forgiveness 

   For the past few days I have been learning about forgiveness because I have been finding it really hard to forgive. It is not an easy thing to do. To forgive someone and let go. It is really hard to forgive and let go but it is important to do that so you don’t…

The way He loves me

I dont need another tragedy. I felt pain and it been dark. Sometimes the pain and scares is all I can remember but I know that there is one friend I can depend on. Please don’t never let me go God. Help me father because I need you now. I surrender to you oh Lord….

Lessons

i have learnt so many lessons in life… sometimes i just say to myself things happens for a reason. somethings i regret happening but some i dont. but in all im glad im still alive. and im going to enjoy every little bit of it. and im alive for a reason. and im going to…

Life, Time and Pain

Time don’t stop and wait for pain. it keeps going and waits for nobody. Pain fades away in time.  Dont you just hate it when people think they know what you going through and know how you feel. hmmm sorry people but nobody does because everyone goes through pain differently. Some people recover quickly, others…