The Devil Has his own Plan

That’s exactly how Satan works. The devil begins by bombarding our minds with cleverly devised patterns of irritation, dissatisfaction, doubts, fears, and reasonings. He moves slowly and cautiously (after all, well-laid plans take time). That’s exactly how Satan works but don’t give him a foot hold into your life. “For we are not fighting against…

Finding My Way Back To Joy

Lately I felt lost; wasn’t myself. I sat down and thought to myself, what’s going on with me? As I was having my quiet time this morning, The Holy Spirit told me that, your memories are a choice. If you want to hold on to your painful memories, go right ahead. But it will be…

New me and i’m ready to stay

i suffered in silence Bitter, angry, alone. Scared of the unknown confused , messed up, hurt here, there, i can’t possibly be everywhere backing out and turning away where do i belong hmmm i don’t know. or maybe i do One person i can go to is God. He said i should come to Him…

THE SECRET IS NOW OUT

THE SMILE ON MY FACE DOESN’T MEAN MY LIFE IS PERFECT. IT MEANS I APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE AND WHAT GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH. Being a mom doesn’t mean only giving birth. It is putting someone else feeling and needs above yours. Learning and knowing what is right for them even when they don’t…

The way He loves me

I dont need another tragedy. I felt pain and it been dark. Sometimes the pain and scares is all I can remember but I know that there is one friend I can depend on. Please don’t never let me go God. Help me father because I need you now. I surrender to you oh Lord….

Post pregnancy update

Today is 3 weeks since I had baby Anvo. E.M. is doing pretty good. He is eating well and already learned how to roll to his side. Playing with saliva and spitting. As for me, I am recovering well. My two weeks appointment went well. I am breast feeding exclusively. Waiting until he is 3months…

Baby Shower/baby bumpdate

Prepare yourself because this is going to be a long update. I had three baby showers in a week. I can not believe how blessed we are to have lots of people in our lifes who care and loves us. Our church throw us a surprise baby shower on Sunday 02.28.2016. We had all these…

Love

loving someone at the wrong time. not really appreciating someone until the person walks away finding out that you love someone right after they walk out of your life. what would you call this hmmm idk let go if you are hurting too much. it’s okay to cry. someone would be crying for your love…

Lessons

i have learnt so many lessons in life… sometimes i just say to myself things happens for a reason. somethings i regret happening but some i dont. but in all im glad im still alive. and im going to enjoy every little bit of it. and im alive for a reason. and im going to…

Life, Time and Pain

Time don’t stop and wait for pain. it keeps going and waits for nobody. Pain fades away in time.  Dont you just hate it when people think they know what you going through and know how you feel. hmmm sorry people but nobody does because everyone goes through pain differently. Some people recover quickly, others…

Story of my life

Sitting here wondering, thinking and asking myself what my post will be for this week and it clicked to me. Today I am going to talk about one of my pet peeves. One of my pet peeves has always been someone meddling in other people’s business. it seems like lots of people can not stay away…

You are not alone

It is human to cry. Crying helps you to heal. Cry with friends, family, and alone. Do not be scared to cry because you feel like you have to be strong for everyone around you. It is okay to cry when someone you love dies. Psalm 30:5 – Weeping may endure for a night, but…