Finding My Way Back To Joy

Lately I felt lost; wasn’t myself. I sat down and thought to myself, what’s going on with me? As I was having my quiet time this morning, The Holy Spirit told me that, your memories are a choice. If you want to hold on to your painful memories, go right ahead. But it will be…

New me and i’m ready to stay

i suffered in silence Bitter, angry, alone. Scared of the unknown confused , messed up, hurt here, there, i can’t possibly be everywhere backing out and turning away where do i belong hmmm i don’t know. or maybe i do One person i can go to is God. He said i should come to Him…

THE SECRET IS NOW OUT

THE SMILE ON MY FACE DOESN’T MEAN MY LIFE IS PERFECT. IT MEANS I APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE AND WHAT GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH. Being a mom doesn’t mean only giving birth. It is putting someone else feeling and needs above yours. Learning and knowing what is right for them even when they don’t…

The way He loves me

I dont need another tragedy. I felt pain and it been dark. Sometimes the pain and scares is all I can remember but I know that there is one friend I can depend on. Please don’t never let me go God. Help me father because I need you now. I surrender to you oh Lord….

Love

loving someone at the wrong time. not really appreciating someone until the person walks away finding out that you love someone right after they walk out of your life. what would you call this hmmm idk let go if you are hurting too much. it’s okay to cry. someone would be crying for your love…

Fear of Failure

Take calculated risks Winning isn’t everything but wanting to win is I have a fear of failure i turn to give up before i even try loneliness stood by me for so long all i had in life was emptinesss don’t be afraid of fear because fear is afraid of itself. God is with you…

Whats the point of friendship

Friendship is like a different kind of oxygen.  People need friendship just as much as they need to breathe.  We don’t do well alone.  We are built for life with others.  We need to experience life with other people.  We have to have care and affection in our lives.  And that is what friends are for. We…

Lessons

i have learnt so many lessons in life… sometimes i just say to myself things happens for a reason. somethings i regret happening but some i dont. but in all im glad im still alive. and im going to enjoy every little bit of it. and im alive for a reason. and im going to…

Life, Time and Pain

Time don’t stop and wait for pain. it keeps going and waits for nobody. Pain fades away in time.  Dont you just hate it when people think they know what you going through and know how you feel. hmmm sorry people but nobody does because everyone goes through pain differently. Some people recover quickly, others…

Hair progress

Left is from Jan 2015 and right is December 2015. Wow big difference. Its good to take pictures.

Do not compare yourself to others

    Galatians 6:4 “Pay careful attention to your own work, for then you will get the satisfaction of a job well done, and you won’t need to compare yourself to anyone else.” I remember that at one point of my life I used to compare myself to everyone in my life and that made me…