Ever since I was a kid all I ever heard was you are not pretty at all.
your sister is prettier than you. So I basically grew up believing it.
That I was ugly and not a pretty person. i became a very sad and depress person but nobody knew about it.
I grew up believing nobody loved me even though I got people telling me i love you.
I never believed it because I believed that there is nothing called love.
so I woke up one day and told myself I am not going to let people determine how i should feel, how i should think and what they think is best for me.
So anytime someone told me you are not pretty i just laugh about it.
and laughing became my drug and as to how i ignore negative comments from people.
And now i get people asking me why do you laugh about everything.
this is the reason i love to laugh a lot.